unknown date : i was attempting to make some code for the random image on reload thingy i have on the front page. I started at around 9am and by 10 i was still doing it. The code would work in notepad and in codepen, but not when I'd put it into neocities. In hindsight, that was probably a huge clue that the issue was neocities and not my code but I didn't think of that. So I redid the code. Twice. On the third time I found some code by sadgrl so I used that and when it still didn't work, I was so mad I just put all my code together in one file.
that was the issue. the issue was the fact my html was in index.html and my js was in home.js. It was such an easy fix I almost started crying out of frustration but the grind continues so I made that about me page in like 3 hours fuelled off the pure hatred i have for javascript.

unknown date: listened to BTS for the first time since i was 12. I'm trying so hard to hate it but I genuinely can't. ON is such a good song

02.24: I have my college interview in two days. I'm not worried about it; I know exactly what they'll say. They'll have a chat with me, I'll explain why I chose the course, (leave out the fact that it's my second choice) and they'll tell me the qualifications I need. It's whatever. The only thing I am slightly worried about is my sleep schedule. The interview is at 13:30 so i will have a chance to sleep in but since I've been staying up most nights to speak with Cody or with my boyfriend I'm going to sleep at 4-5. Although I am getting decent sleep, I look exhausted. I'm having my hair cut tomorrow for the interview (so I look good) so HOPEFULLY that'll make me look less like a insomniac.
I wanted to code today but I've been preoccupied with watching every single show Kang Sungwook has been in and writing down the time stamps. At midnight yesterday I started watching Queenmaker SPECIFICALLY for Sungwook and only now (6 episodes in) i got to see him. He was only on screen for 7 seconds but it was an amazing 7 seconds. I hope to see more of him.
I just bought a monster energy off my brother to keep me awake, I really want to talk to Nova today.
RAHHHH currently waiting for ubermensch to drop1!!! 5 hours left.
3 hours left. I've been listening to BTS a lot more lately, I played epiphany and just immediately started crying because I forgot it used to be my favourite song. It feels so nice to like the things I liked in 2020-2021 again, squid game and bts... I'm 12 again LOL.
Going to listen to Love Yourself ухљ 'Answer' for the first time in 4 years. It's an hour and 44 minutes long, so ubermensch will have dropped by the time I'm finished.

02.25: THE. ALBUM. IS. SO. GOOD. IBELONGIIU IS THE BEST THING EVER IM GONNA CRY. Also i got into college rahhhh
my little finger is bent and my boyfriend is gone SIGHHHHHH

02.27: YEEEEEESSS THE BLOG PAGE IS RESPONSIVEE!!!!!!!!!! I also wanna learn japanese, not to a speaking level but so I can understand song titles n shit.